My prayer wall is called Beer-lahai-roi, it's the name given to the well where Hagar was met by God. "The God who sees me" she called Him - and a more accurate translation is "The God who has been seeing me." Hagar knew God had seen her in the midst of her abuse and Betrayal. She met God and knew He could be trusted to provide for her and keep her. She knew he saw tge whole story, past, present AND future! She trusted Him enough to obey even when it didn't make sense. She learned that being seen by God was enough, she didn't need to be seen by Sarah or Abraham or anyone else, because God saw, knew, understood, cared and acted on her behalf.
God sees you too. Come to the well of the Living one who sees you and drink of the water of life. Learn HOW he sees you and embrace that identity and you can walk in freedom even in the midst of the tangled mess. Your tapestry will be completed, and it will be a beautiful masterpiece!